Nomad JuanCa's Report
Saturday, March 24, 2007
These two weeks.
Well, these two weeks have been a bit complicated for me, thats why i haven't post anything here. Two weeks ago i got sick, it was something unexpected since i never get sick. Normally i would not go to see Dr. but my mother took me there.
It all started with simple fever, then other things came over... Dr prescribed examinations to see if it was dengue or colera... and all tests were negative. I have seen 3 different Drs during these two weeks, and none of them could really point what my illness was.... so i decided to take another test for something different. The result is that i was diagnosed with a non curable illness.
It has been a mess since then, ups and downs... trying to look for information, but without a clear clue of where to go, what to do... where to start. Finally, some friends i knew gave me some advice and i have been able to contact people who can assist me to understand what is happening to me now. I was told that i need another test to confirm my condition... which i took it but last a week in showing results... so next week i will finally know.
I am preparing for all, eventhough these days of waiting are somehow being too long. My synthoms are mostly gone, so i feel ok now... just some minor stomage problems, but according to Drs it does not mean i am ok.
Well, next tuesday i will know if i am safe or not. If you read this, cross your fingers... i am now ready for everything, but true is that one never expects get a non curable disease... so eventhough i have the strengh to face anything... the true is that i would not like to face this. I have talked to some people... and they called this situation "your own Getzemani"... Lets see how it goes.
Still with this, i keep my faith in God. Above all the things happening in our lives, there is a plan... a plan that is good and that even when it takes us for dark lonely paths... is the path we have to follow to reach higher levels of understanding of God's love.
posted by JuanCa at 8:19 AM
1 Comments:
JuanCa! I keep my fingers crossed for you and you are in my thoughts!
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