Nomad JuanCa's Report

Short post from home to tell you that .... i have only 0.17 usd in my pocket and have only green bananas to eat tonight (2), only 0.2usd in my mobile (that i will use to post this in here) and my nausea is mostly gone (not my troubles for breathing..) But still with it... still with all the shitty life i am having... good things happen again. I guess God knows that when i say "this is too much" it really means TOO MUCH.

I called my sister, she will lend me the money for the credit card, as i have no money to go to her work to pick it up (bus costs 0.50usd two ways.... money i don't have). She will save the money in my credit card tomorrow. I asked her how much could she lend me... she said.. "make it a round number". I said "87??". She said.. "no...". I told her "90?"... she told me "nooo... make it a ROUND NUMBER"... mmmmm I said "is it more than 90?". She said "Yes, it is". "Ohh you mean 100 usd?" - I said. "Aha, that's right!" - She answered me. She is a great sister. It feels ashame to be needing money from others... but sometimes life put us in situations that are hard to explain. A friend, offered me to lend me money some time ago, Ivan, thanks for that nice gesture. Dody did same offer when i was struggling financially in Moscow. I didn't accept it any of both offers and I won't accept any offer of that type, but it was a nice gesture from them. It might sound silly but i think that... if God made all this trouble (or let it happen)... he will have to find a way to take me out of here. I only accept money from my mother and sister because they are my family and are part of me.

Once more don't worry about me, i am sometimes down.. but i am strong. I stand up again... and keep on walking, i learnt it from Russians... "you just keep on walking.. keep on trying until it eventually works out" Those were Masha Neizvestnaya's words (my MCP in Russian MC) i bet she never knew how much her words meant for me in that time and still mean today. I do what i learnt i keep on walking.

The other miracle. I was talking to my mother on the phone (after talking to my sister) and she told me: "In the afternoon the neighbours gave me some doc saying that water company has reconnected water in our house". I though "what?????"... I haven't paid... they requested me 300usd payment for the reconnection and then i would have to sign an agreement for monthly payments.. and as it is obvious.. i can't afford that. I have to admit...i though "God made a miracle and somoene else came and paid our debt!!! an angel!!!". My mother told me: "Neighbours say that the whole neighborhood has been complaining about the water bills and have made some political pressure. It seems that lead to water company to reconnect all houses that were without water .... including ours". WOW!!!!... same miracle in a different way :) HAHAHAHA!!!! OK, He (God) knows how to surprise me :)))). So it seems i have water now!!! (i live in a third floor and the bomb for water was disconnected since we got water cut but at least i can just go to the lowest level of the house and pick water up to my place!!!).

This is a great ending for a hard day.... Hey you above... thanks for making it happen... thanks for showing me you are still out there... thinking of me. I was in need of some help tonight.. thanks for the big helping hand...thank you. thanks for the sign showing it all will eventuall work out well and making me feel i am not alone. I am not alone.

Labels: New life, same illness