Nomad JuanCa's Report

Hi there everybody!. I am back to blogging after a sort of exahusting week.

Well...

You know.. this week has been a bit different and good in some ways, don't ask me why i haven't been writing in here.... i just didn't feel like doing it. Don't know why... perhaps because of the fact i am a bit tired of writing about Hiv. I mean off course i will live with it for the rest of my life, but well.... got a bit tired of thinking about it everyday... so this week i started to live more and write less. Not that i didn't think about the virus, i did... but i preferred talking to others instead of just talking to myself.

I spent the week working, my company had an exposition at Tennis Club (very fancy place!!) on Samborondon way, such a nice place... but so near the end of the world!!! (meaning it was so far away) Well it was nice, i learnt a lot from tennis players and things i want to apply in my life. By other hand, it was exhausting... long trips to get there.... long trips to come back.... few food (the company just gave me a sandwich, a coke and two bottle of water... you cannot buy anything in the Tennis Club, it is just too expensive... plus... come on... you know i cannot afford it). I visited my sister and stayed overnight one day...

Actually not much to say from this week, i feel a bit tired right now... like if working with a low battery... troubles keep on hunting me. I received a visit from a money collector yesterday at my work, from the company where i bought my laptop that i still don't finish to pay. I am just a bit tired of this, and of all... would like to keep on sleeping forever. Not feeling down right now... near of it, but not down... i am just tired... and perhaps stressed a bit.

ON the good side of the week, i made new friends online, a person from Columbia and another one from El Salvador, great people!! We have been chatting online, they are both newly diagnosed and contacted me through my spanish blog, it is cool to make new friends, they are funny people.... were very scared at the begining of their diagnosis, but now they are much more confident about future... perhaps a bit of what i write here and there... does help someone. That's good, at least i know this is not happening to me in vain.

I am at work right now on sunday.... it is sort of boring day....but well... it is just matter of staying alive and standing this longer... as long as i can.

Sorry if i don't have much to say these days... just feeling tired a bit. Have a wonderful week.